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Following a familiar voice
Looking back on the path God has brought
me along until now, I can relate to the insight
of the prophet when he wrote:
“Before I
formed you in the womb I knew you, before
you were born I dedicated you, a prophet to the
nations I appointed you. "Ah, Lord God!" I said,
"I know not how to speak; I am too
young." But the Lord answered me: Say not, "I am
too young." To whomever I send you, you shall
go; whatever I command you, you shall speak. Have
no fear before them, because I am with you to
deliver you, says the Lord.” Jer 1:5-8
Whenever my family gets together and reminisces
about life, we always end up marveling at the providence
God has shown us. In my case, I consider
my vocation to the Legionary Priesthood as his own
initiative- something that came out of the blue. However, in
hindsight it can be the only path meant for
me. At the same time, the disposition of the
soul to respond to such a call, in part, comes
from the environment lived at home. The more a
family is faith-centered and generous in responding to God’s
plans, the more likely the ears of the soul will
hear his call.
Growing up
in a family of six children, there is never
a dull moment. My parents moved down from Atlanta to
a small textile town in middle Georgia when I
was still an infant. We were a traditional southern
family with strong principles, both human and religious. At
the same time, there was a healthy joviality and spontaneity
that made family time a pleasant priority. My father
was a captain in the Marines Corps and received
a purple heart in the battle of Hue City, Vietnam.
As far back as I can remember, I was
always outdoors. The house sat on the back of
five acres on the outskirts of town. Behind our property,
Georgia-Pacific owned 30,000 acres of timberland that naturally became
ours to explore. Between hunting and fishing, I constantly
found time to be alone in silence to contemplate
nature and soon enough God started to make himself present
in that silence. These experiences went hand in hand
with an active social life, especially sports. I was
also an active member of the Boy Scouts of America,
something I consider very helpful for forming numerous human
virtues.
When I was eleven
years old, a tragic event marked my life, and
made me aware that God has his protective hand over
me. During an activity with my scout troop, I
was caught up in some roughhousing and was pushed
from behind. I fell up against a window and broke
through it with my arm. The cuts on my
forearm were severe and I began to lose blood
profusely. At that moment, the training of the scouts kicked
in and I was aided by my companions on
all sides. Thanks be to God, the local emergency room
was just blocks away and I arrived within five
minutes. The only vascular surgeon in the region was
on call that night in the hospital and was able
to attend me right away. After three hours of
surgery and two hundred and fifty stitches, the doctor
told my mother that miraculous powers were at work. If
I would have arrived only seconds later, I would
have simply bled to death. This helped me to
value my life and see that God must have a
special plan for me.
The
image of a priest was something always respected in
my family. My parish, a small community of one hundred
families, was attended to by the Redemptorist fathers. They
were based out of a large city forty miles
away, and came to celebrate Mass only on Sundays. This
limited contact with the sacraments and pastoral guidance proved
difficult for us to grow in our catholic identity.
I received catechetical instruction primarily from my parents. Living
in the Bible belt, I was constantly put to
the test and called to witness to my beliefs. To
say catholics were a minority is an understatement! In
our middle school and highschool, there were around four
thousand students; four of which were catholic. From a young
age this awakened in me a spirit much like
that of the early christians – a holy pride
for my faith and a desire to know it better
in order to defend it.
In the summer of 2006, the Regnum Christi movement
came into my family’s life. My older sister was visiting
home after her first year of college and wanted
to go on a spiritual retreat with my mom.
They signed up for the only option offered by the
dioceses - a three day Ignatius silent retreat two
hours away, in Atlanta. Coming home, all they spoke
about was the holy and dynamic priest that gave the
retreat. They convinced my dad he had to sign
up for the men’s session the following weekend. The next
thing I knew, two Legionaries were coming for dinner.
At the time, I was thirteen years old and
recognized in these two priests an attractive way of
life that appealed to all my aspirations. In my interior
I faintly heard the first whisper of God’s call
to leave everything and follow him. Their enthusiasm, charity,
and zeal to build the Church made a deep impression
on me.
Within a few
weeks I started to receive invitations to participate in
different activities with the ECYD group from Atlanta. At
first I rejected all their invitations. With all the sports
I was involved in, and the scouting activities I
did not have any interest for another commitment. That
all changed around Christmas when the Legionary priest invited
me to a skiing trip in New Hampshire. That was
the hook! What I found at the apostolic school
won me over: over a hundred boys my age, living
in a harmonious and healthy catholic environment.
A few months later I came back
again to participate in the month-long summer program, at
the end of which decided in spiritual direction that
I should try out a year to see if this
is what God was asking of me. For my
parents, it was a step that required a lot of
generosity on their part. I didn’t know it at
the time, but it was difficult for them to
let me go. I can imagine they saw how happy
I was and the enthusiasm that I radiated.
In the gospel, Christ speaks of the
different type of soil that receives the seed sown.
For young people, the environment they live in and
the example of virtue that they receive plays a
big role in how they are prepared for that initial
encounter with Christ’s call. The vocation can never be
imposed on anyone; it comes as a subtle invitation
by Christ. I can remember very clearly that first awakening
of the call to the Legionary priesthood in my
interior. I say awakening, because I see that invitation
of Christ repeated everyday. It happened after the first month
of joining the apostolic school. During a visit to
the Eucharist, which was rather routine for us all,
something urged me to stay longer than usual and
pass up the opportunity to join my friends in recess.
I must have been in the chapel for half
an hour when I felt an interrogative come into focus
in the depths of my heart: “Are you going
to follow me as my Legionary priest, where ever
I want you to go?” There and then, I
knew that my answer would mark the rest of my
life. What Christ had planned for me would be
the fulfillment of all my heart’s desires, even though it
would not be always easy sailing. I told him,
in the mentality of a thirteen year old boy,
“Yes Lord, I will follow you.” Every day since then
that yes has matured, and has taken on different
dimensions. Nevertheless, it has always been the same familiar
voice asking me the question.
Each year and subsequent stage of formation brought with
it a new lesson and test to overcome. What has
always brought me peace and encouragement is the spirit
of family that envelopes the Legionaries. Sharing in the
same ideals to build the Church and save souls;
nourished by the same fountain of graces that Christ gives
us in the sacraments and scripture; and living and
abnegated, creative and authentic charity after the example of
Christ bonds us all into a monolithic body of apostles.
In this perspective, the difficult history we have inherited
and the demands of the future evangelization of society
as a congregation, give me a security that God
must be guiding us with his loving hand. As in
the story of my own life, I can only
turn to him with gratitude and trust.

Fr. Jeremy Lambert was born on February
27, 1983 and raised in Thomaston, Georgia. He entered the
apostolic school of the Legion of Christ in 1997
in New Hampshire. Upon graduating in 2001, he joined
the Novitiate in Cheshire, Connecticut, where he studied and
professed his first vows. After achieving a bachelor’s degree in
Philosophy in Rome, he was assigned to an internship
as assistant to the Instructor in the Novitiate of
Cornwall, Ontario. After a two year period he returned
to Rome to complete his studies in Philosophy and Theology,
at the same time assisting in the personal secretariat
of the General Director. He is currently assigned as
personal assistant to the General Director.