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| Fr. Julio César Gomes L.C. | |
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My vocation story starts in my family. My mother, like
all of her family, lives her Catholic faith very deeply.
She and her sisters were the ones in charge of
the church feasts in her town. My dad is a
military officer, also from a Catholic family. I am the
second of three children. I was born in São
Paulo, Brazil, and a few years later, we moved to
the city of Brasilia. From that city, I have the
memory of the classes we attended in preparation for our
first communion and the day of the crowning of the
Blessed Virgin. The cathedral, the TV tower, and the church
of Don Bosco were my favorite outing spots. There I
entered the Military School, of which I have very good
memories.
The Joy of Giving Myself to Others
After a
few years, we went to live in Fortaleza, in the
northeast of Brazil. I continued studying at the Military School,
and shortly after, a friend invited me to go on
a youth retreat. The experience of that meeting, which is
called “despertar” (awaken), marked my life. At the end of
the retreat, each one said these words of self-giving: “Here
I am, Lord, ready to serve you.” This sentence stayed
in my mind. From then on, I didn’t miss a
single formation meeting on those Saturday afternoons, nor the community
prayers that we had on Tuesday nights.
With the members
of the prayer group that the nuns directed, I helped
the poor people of a “favela,” which is a ghetto
area. We were the pioneers of this apostolic project which,
with the grace of God, grew a lot. There I
was able to experience the joy of giving myself to
others.
Living in the Military World
When I was finishing high
school, we visited the aerial base, and the experience of
being inside a combat plane led me to want to
follow this career. In my case, it wasn’t difficult, since
every year two spots opened up in the Military School
for those who wanted to do their high school studies
as an intern in the air force. I was very
qualified and could have been at the top of the
list. But my mother had a lot of contacts in
heaven and she was absolutely against it. That year, the
aeronautical sports didn’t open up. Instead, I was invited to
the EsPCex, which is the preparatory school for those who
want to join the army. I had been in a
military environment my whole life: military villages, military clubs, military
schools, many of my friends were children of military officers…
It seemed natural to follow the career of a military
officer, and from there, I could switch to aeronautics. I
accepted the invitation because I knew that it was one
of the best prep schools in Brazil, and if I
discovered later that it wasn’t right for me, it wouldn’t
have been a waste of time.
I wanted to be a
good Catholic wherever I was. My years in that prep
school were unforgettable. I liked the school, and my group
of friends visited an orphanage from time to time to
play with the kids. My third year was not easy,
not in the academic area which, by God’s grace always
went well for me, but I didn’t have a spiritual
director and I didn’t know that this existed. I talked
to my immediate superior, an excellent captain and a good
friend, and he encouraged me to keep going with the
military career, but something inside me was telling me that
this was not what God wanted of me.
At the end
of the year, we had to decide if we were
going to enter the AMAN (Black Needles Military Academy) or
return to civilian life. During that time, the three military
prep schools (marine, army, and air force) exchanged students, but
this year was different and there was no exchange of
students (my mother’s contacts in heaven were very influential and
continued working). I resolved to enter the AMAN, the academy
that forms future army officers, where my dad had also
studied. The academy was impressive. On the first day, I
was made chief of a guard, sub-chief of the class,
and the night guard. This should have been an honor,
but during that night I had the firm conviction that
I should not continue on there.
Civilian Life… and the
Legion
I returned home and choose to start a civil
engineering degree so that I could help the poor; many
of my friends had chosen medicine and I thought there
were probably already enough doctors to help the poor… In
my second year of university, a friend from the military
school of Fortaleza who had entered the marines had left
the Naval Academy to enter the seminary. He wrote to
me, telling me his experiences. What impressed me was that
we hadn’t been good friends in school, so we didn’t
have each other’s addresses. He had entered the novitiate of
the Legionaries of Christ and sent me some very interesting
materials with pictures of the activities they did and telephone
numbers. But the novitiate was in Curitiba, which was about
4,000 kilometers from Fortaleza, and I wasn’t motivated to go
all the way out there just to visit him. That
same year, when I was coming back from volleyball practice,
a woman near my house asked me what time it
was. I told her, and immediately she asked me if
I were a priest. The question sounded very strange to
me because I was still wearing my practice clothes. I
didn’t react in the moment, but it stuck in my
memory.
I finished university and started working in a construction
business as the head of the budgeting department. I also
gave classes in computer graphics. Once again, I heard about
the Legionaries of Christ, this time through a friend from
a group of youth. It just so happened that a
friend of his had entered the novitiate and had invited
him. I proposed to go with him. At the end,
he didn’t go, but I resolved to give God a
chance. I told myself that if God wanted something from
me, I should at least give him the chance to
speak to me. This wasn’t easy, because I had just
gotten the third place in a federal contest for experts
in engineering.
I signed up to do a master’s degree on
the other side of Brazil, but close to the novitiate
of the Legion. For the master’s, I received a full
scholarship, which meant I was able to be totally dedicated
just to studying. I looked for the novitiate and visited
it – and it was a unique experience; in spite
of the great simplicity of the place, I felt at
home. It was Easter of 1996. To follow up on
my restlessness, I got incorporated into Regnum Christi and had
a spiritual director who helped me very much. In January
of that same year, I went to the summer candidacy
program and entered the novitiate. Thus began my path to
the priesthood, to serve, with his grace, my fellow man
in the things of God for my entire life.
Father
Julio Cesar Gomes was born on November 21, 1968 in
the city of São Paulo, Brazil. He is the second
of three children born to Valdemoro Gomes Ferreira and Maria
Adélia Silva. He graduated and worked as a civil engineer,
entered the Legion of Christ in January of 1997, and
made his religious profession in March of 1999. He did
his philosophy studies in the Regina Apostolorum Pontifical Athenaeum in
Rome, worked for two years in Mexico in territorial administration,
and spent a year working with the youth and on
the vocational road team. He is currently working apostolically in
Rio Grande do Sul, Brazil, with boys and young men.