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| Fr. Alberto García Gutiérrez , LC | |
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I was born on February 28, 1976 in the
wonderful city of Guadalajara. Well, nobody is perfect… except for
those from Jalisco… I come from a happy and enthusiastic
Catholic family. There are seven children. Bibiana and Carolina are
my older sisters, and Jesús, Andrés, Francisco, and Juan Pablo
are my younger brothers.
The first call from God
My mom is
a holy, simple, dedicated, and hard-working woman. She was always
concerned about our faith. She prepared us for our First
Communion. She used to organize Nativity plays among our neighbors,
who appreciated her a lot. My dad is thoughtful, prudent,
and firm in his advice and determinations.
At home there was
an environment of great respect for priests. I also remember
that ever since we were very little we acted out
Mass. We put our parents’ bathrobes on, and one day
my brother Jesús cut a hole in a sheet to
use it as a chasuble.
The four older brothers were
acolytes. I received the first call from God in one
of the Masses I served. When the priest raised the
consecrated host, I was amazed at such a great gift
and I started thinking, “How much God loves us! The
Creator of the Sun, the stars, the moon, the rivers,
the sea, animals, and men! He is here in the
priest’s hands, fulfilling his promise to be with us until
the end of the world.” Several times I thought about
being a priest.
Time went on. We were quite mischievous. In
an early morning Mass, one of my brothers brought a
firecracker. I liked to light the thurible with alcohol. On
that day I overdid it and started a fire. My
brother Andrés began to play around and blow the fire
as if he were a fire extinguisher. Jesús, my other
brother, jokingly took out the firecracker and lit it. When
he tried to throw it away from where we were,
it hit a sign and ricocheted into the sacristy where
there were a lot of priests already vested for Mass.
You can imagine the scare. Two or three priests almost
died. Father Barajas, our pastor, told us that we had
better go away.
When the procession with the image of the
Virgin of Zapopan passed by our parish, we joined the
pilgrimage. We went to the living Stations of the Cross
and we didn’t miss the Nativity plays. All this helped
us in our friendship with Christ and love for the
Virgin Mary.
To what shall I dedicate my life?
My life changed
in my adolescence. I had new friends, most of them
a lot better than me. The time began when I
would go out for parties and dances. My favorite hobby
was keeping animals. I had two German shepherds, fighting roosters,
an enormous chicken coop, and carrier pigeons which I spent
hours playing with and teaching. The sport I liked most
was cycling, and with our friends we formed a team
of cyclists.
Thanks to God’s Providence and my dad’s effort, we
had a very thorough education in a school run by
Franciscan nuns. There we were really close to God, in
a healthy environment, and the sacraments were never lacking.
I
left that school to go to high school. I was
restless when I thought about the future, about what I
would dedicate my life to. I had a lot of
dreams of preparing myself well, becoming an accountant, and finding
a nice girl to form a great family.
I was immersed
in a thousand things and activities, but God sought me
out. I had already achieved everything I had wanted until
that moment: a well equipped race bicycle, a red Volkswagen
Beetle with wide tires and a nice sound, and I
was happy with my girlfriend. In the afternoon I used
to study in my high school, and in the morning
I would take a short course on accounting in my
uncle’s technical school.
Everything seemed wonderful, but I didn’t feel fully
happy. My heart was yearning for something more. When I
participated in Sunday Mass with my family, I remembered the
good old days when I was an acolyte and I
would speak with Christ in lively conversations; my mom had
helped us ever since we were little to establish that
simple friendship with Jesus in which we would tell him
everything and trust in him totally. At the same time,
I was somewhat far away from God. I wasn’t going
to confession, and I was enticed by the world’s vanities.
So Christ intervened.
My immediate plans at 16 years of age
were to get a drivers’ license—since weekends were fun with
a car—, finish high school exams as soon as possible,
and begin to work as an accountant in the gym
where my cycling team was training.
In the midst of problems
I got closer to God
At home, however, we found ourselves
in the midst of economic problems. I also lost my
dog Rocky when it disappeared from the garage one day;
it had been my faithful companion, it was well trained
to fetch anything, and it protected like a lion anything
that would be left in its care. My dad lost
his job; rather, he was being cheated and decided to
quit. The gym had to move to a different location,
and I couldn’t keep on working there. At school there
were strikes, so the teachers didn’t give us classes. In
one of the riots, one of my best friends from
class was shot and killed by a pistol in the
midst of that commotion. Soon after, I sold my car
to help pay for school and some costs at home.
My brothers Jesús and Andrés had gone for a year
to an apostolic school of the Legion of Christ, in
León, Guanajuato. For my parents it was a great gift,
even though it was costly for them, both economically and
humanly. For me it was especially difficult because we had
always been together in everything, but that was God’s plan
for the “sons of thunder.”
Every time there was a disgrace
or problem, I got closer to God. I remember, for
example, when Mauricio died. He had been one of the
best friends in the neighborhood. I got on my bike
and went to the cemetery to blame God for letting
these things happen that made us suffer so much. Later,
thinking about what happened—I had been present there—I was more
at peace because a priest managed to give my friend
absolution before he died.
Something changed for ever
On my part,
my conscience reminded me that it had been several years
since I had gone to the Sacrament of Confession. On
January 30, 1992, I was on my way home thinking
about the meaning and the fleetingness of life, about what
happiness was, and about what God wanted from me. I
remember that I stopped at a church and I made
a visit to Christ in the Eucharist, who was exposed,
and I told him, “What do you want from me,
Lord?” I asked for light and strength, and I added,
“Show me the way. I want to be happy. Tell
me where to go. I promise to confess my sins
and be your friend for ever, but you, help me.”
I invoked the Holy Spirit, and I left happy, trusting
in him.
What a great surprise awaited me at home!
A guest had been invited over for dinner. It was
Father Enrique Flores, a Legionary of Christ. I told him
everything, and he suggested that I finish high school in
the apostolic school of Ajusco. I began to cry, remembering
the promise I had just made to Christ. I told
him I would go, and I immediately asked him, “Father,
can you hear my confession?”
“Sure! How could I refuse?”
I made a good confession. When the priest said, “I
absolve you from your sins in the name of the
Father and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit,”
something changed for ever. It’s not like I heard strange
voices. Neither was there a marvelous vision. But, besides feeling
a great peace, I left that confession with an overflowing
zeal in my heart and a very clear idea that
resounded in my mind as if someone were telling me,
“I want you to be a priest.” It was so
clear. It is still so clear, almost 17 years later.
Why
did I decide to become a priest? I have tried
to respond in the most direct way, referring to the
key moment. Would I be so crazy as to follow
some sort of religious feeling, as to change my whole
life as a result of this?
If this had been an
isolated occurrence, a simple passing emotion, surely I would not
have followed this path. In fact, in the following weeks
I thought more than once that it was madness to
set out after something that seemed like an emotion. It
didn’t seem reasonable to me. But it gave me the
chance to think a great deal and to discover that
it was neither an isolated occurrence nor an emotion. How
is it possible that a person who a year before
prayed seldom, didn’t go to confession, and didn’t even worry
about that sort of things, could come to this moment?
So
I sold all the fighting roosters, the carrier pigeons, and
my bicycle. I got together the clothes I needed, and
I set off on the path, following Christ in a
great adventure that would never end.
Why a priest?
Well, I am
afraid that what I have described may not explain completely
why I am becoming a priest. I wish I could
explain it better. It is easy to understand how you
fall in love, but you will agree that it is
harder to explain why.
It is impossible to explain in a
few lines what being a priest means to me. But
one thing is certain: a priest belongs to God and
to others. He no longer belongs to himself. He has
renounced forming his own family and his personal plans in
order to dedicate himself only to God and others. It’s
not like I don’t have a family. This is a
priest’s family: God and others.
This path has been full of
signs of the Lord’s presence. Here is one example: ever
since we were in the apostolic school, Jesús, Andrés, and
I were asking God for the grace to be ordained
together. The Lord, who knows what he does and what
he wants, heard our prayer. On August 17, 2008, Cardinal
Juan Sandoval, in the Cathedral of Guadalajara, ordained the three
of us together: Jesús, a diocesan priest; Andrés and I,
priests of the Legionaries of Christ.
If you are a person
of faith, I ask you to say a prayer for
me, so that God will help me to be a
holy, authentic priest. If you are a person of little
faith, I ask you to say two prayers. If you
are not a believer, rejoice with me, and I will
take care of the prayer. But rejoice!
Father Alberto García Gutiérrez
was born in Guadalajara (Mexico) on February 28, 1976. He
studied in the Tlaquepaque Institute, run by Franciscan nuns. He
did a technical course of accountancy in the Invaqui Institute
of Technical Sciences. In 1992 he entered the apostolic school
of the Legion of Christ in Ajusco (Mexico). He did
his novitiate in Novara (Italy). He studied humanities in Salamanca
(Spain). He collaborated in youth ministry and vocation promotion in
Mexico City, Cuernavaca, Morelia, Toluca, Cancún, Oaxaca, and Veracruz. He
was a member of the formators team in the apostolic
school of the Legion of Christ in Ajusco (Mexico) and
in Medellín (Colombia). He has a licentiate in philosophy and
a bachelor’s degree in theology from the Pontifical Regina Apostolorum
College. Together with his two brothers (Andrés and Jesús) he
was ordained a priest in the Cathedral of Guadalajara by
Cardinal Juan Sandoval Iñiguez on August 17, 2008. He is
currently the vice rector of the apostolic school of the
congregation in São Paulo (Brazil).
