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| Katie Torvinen was a co-worker during the 2007-2008 year. | |
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May 22, 2008. Greenville, RI. Originally from Carson City, Nevada,
Katie Torvinen is a 2007 graduate of Hillsdale College with
a degree in International Studies in Business and Foreign Language
(French). During the 2007-2008 school year, she served as a
coworker in Greenville, Rhode Island. In her mission, she worked
with the Regnum Christi young women’s section of in New
England and also travelled to Quebec, Canada to help in
Challenge girls’ summer camps.
Her co-worker year put her into close
contact with university students and young professionals in the New
England area as she worked alongside the consecrated women to
give retreats and lecture series and help organize national conventions.
One of these conventions, the “Big Apple Mission,” included the
memorable experience of seeing and hearing the Pope at the
youth rally and Yankee Stadium Mass in New York City
this April.
In the following testimony, Katie shares a mountaintop
experience of her co-worker year: the annual co-worker pilgrimage to
Rome and Jerusalem.
Walking His Path
By Katie Torvinen
Ask pretty
much any co-worker, and you’ll soon discover we all have
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| A view of the Coliseum by night. | |
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our stories of the almost-miraculous circumstances that brought us to
where we are today. Some of the stories make your
jaw drop. Others are less shocking but no less incredible
because they show God’s grace quietly at work in a
soul, unraveling His plan in a way you can see
only when looking back.
Mine is one of those: I
contently walked down the path laid before me, not knowing
why until I looked back and could see who had
marked it out for me from the beginning. When I
turned to look forward again, Christ had placed me at
the foot of a mountain and made my path head
straight up. But now I could see Him. He was
standing beside me and was willing to go before me
when I needed Him to, so I was ready to
start the climb. I’m sure my life will be a
climb up not only one mountain but an entire mountain
range. But in any case, Christ brought me to a
summit during this year as a coworker, and the view
from the top was exactly what He saw while He
walked this earth: the Holy Land.
Without a doubt, this was
the crowning jewel of the year’s graces.
First Stop: All Roads
Lead to Rome
The pilgrimage began with fellow co-workers flying in
from all over the world to converge on Rome, the
heart of the Church for the first part of the
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| Pope Benedict XVI during the Wednesday audience in St. Peter’s Square. | |
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“International Coworker Encounter.”
In Rome we encountered the Church in all
of her glory. Two cardinals blessed us with visits, giving
us conferences and even staying for lunch: Cardinal Sodano, the
Vatican’s Secretary of State under Pope John Paul II and
Pope Benedict XVI; and Cardinal Castrillon, the president of the
Pontifical Commission “Ecclesia Dei”. The auditorium was full of excitement
to welcome these two princes of the Church. We wanted
to show Cardinal Sodano and Cardinal Castrillon how much we
truly love the Church so they could take our love
back with them to the Holy Father. But after hearing
them speak, I think it was we who had our
hearts touched by these men who are so deeply in
love with Christ and have given their lives to fight
for His Bride.
In the midst of breathtaking churches and
gelato shops on almost every corner, we focused our visit
to the Eternal City on the Wednesday audience with Pope
Benedict XVI. An early wake-up call got us to St.
Peter’s Square hours before the Holy Father was scheduled to
appear. So, in true co-worker spirit, we filled the square
with cheers for Pope Benedict in several languages and quickly
made friends with the other pilgrims sitting near us. The
unity and universality of the Church were living in St.
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| Our lodging place in Jerusalem: the Notre Dame of Jerusalem Center. | |
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Peter’s that day, as it does at every papal audience.
Where else can you make friends with Italians and Spaniards
by yelling and singing in English? At 10:30 sharp (Pope
Benedict is very punctual), the Holy Father entered the square
to cheering crowds, flashing cameras, and waving flags. The joy
and love of God was so visible on his face
that you can’t help but be excited to see him!
Next Stop: The Holy Land
After our convention in Rome, we
prepared for our next journey: Tel Aviv, Israel. Christ was
with us every step of the way, even during layovers
in the Milan and Rome airports, which have chapels where
many of us were able to make visits to the
Eucharist or even happen upon a Mass.
Once our plane landed
in the Tel Aviv airport, we knew right away we
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| A united group, we prayed and sang our way through the holy places. | |
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“weren’t in Kansas anymore.” All the signs were in Hebrew…
but thank goodness they use the same recognizable stick figures
for the signs on the bathrooms! From Tel Aviv, we
drove to Jerusalem where we would stay for the next
six days at the Notre Dame of Jerusalem Center.
The
Legionaries and consecrated women stationed in Jerusalem welcomed us and
did their best to make a bunch of tired and
hungry girls feel at home. Once we got some rest,
we went into the city for lunch. An authentic Palestinian
meal was waiting for us at the restaurant, as was
Habib, the first Palestinian member of Regnum Christi (he incorporated
into the Movement this past summer at the Youth and
Family Encounter in Atlanta).
During the following days, we visited
holy place after holy place. Now it was my turn
to walk each step with Christ, living the mysteries of
His life in the places where He lived. We began
in Ain Karim, the place of the Visitation, and Bethlehem,
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| In the Church of the Holy Sepulcher, touching a piece of the pillar on which Jesus was scourged. | |
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“the place where Love was born” as Ramzi, our guide
and a resident of Bethlehem, put it. We felt that
Our Lady was very close to us in Ain Karim
as we prayed the rosary all together in the place
where her soul proclaimed the greatness of the Lord.
In
Bethlehem we celebrated Christmas. The liturgy of the Masses said
at the holy sites is the liturgy of that place
in the Gospels, so in Bethlehem, we went to Christmas
Mass. To add to the beauty of it all, after
Mass, Monica Treviño, our director and a veteran Holy Land
pilgrim, brought a life-size figure of baby Jesus, and our
chaplain, Fr. Joseph Brickner, LC, held Him up as we
all came up and gave the holy Baby a kiss.
Every day was packed with visits, but we didn’t just
visit these holy places. In each place we tried to
take everything in. We would gather around our guide or
one of the consecrated women who was with us and
listen to an explanation of its history and significance. Then
we would reflect on the Gospels, the narrations of what
took place there. Each place we visited breathed new life
into the Gospels. Now when I open my Bible or
listen to the readings at Mass, I can see it
all again in my memory.
The Gospel reflection was followed
by time to pray, and then we all sang a
hymn or a song. Singing all together was one of
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| Touching the rock of Calvary under the altar in the Church of the Holy Sepulcher. | |
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my favorite parts of the pilgrimage. It truly was like
praying twice, as St. Augustine tells us, and I felt
so unified with the other co-workers. As it happened, our
singing was also a powerful testimony to the other groups
of pilgrims.
In Jerusalem, we walked through each step of
Christ’s Passion with Him, from His condemnation by Pilot (the
Church of Ecce Homo), to His dying on the cross
and being laid in the tomb (the rock of Calvary
and Christ’s tomb in the Church of the Holy Sepulcher),
including retracing the Way of the Cross through the narrow
and busy streets of the city (the Via Dolorosa). Christ
showed me at each step that, while Love was born
in Bethlehem, it was in Jerusalem that He suffered and
died, and all for me.
The intensity of Jerusalem was followed
by the peace of Galilee, where Christ lived and preached.
Visiting places like Nazareth, Capernaum, and Cana, I felt like
I was living the Gospel where the angel tells Mary
Magdalene at the tomb, “Then go quickly and tell his
disciples the he has risen from the dead, and behold,
he is going before you to Galilee; there you will
see him” (Mt 28:7). Christ, the triumphant Christ of Easter
whom I had just witnessed defeat death in Jerusalem, was
showing me the land in which He lived.
Our last
day in the Holy Land was spent in a retreat
on the Mount of the Beatitudes, which overlooks the Sea
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| The co-workers share a time of prayer on the shores of the Sea of Galilee. | |
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of Galilee. We had all day to spend in prayer
in silence with Christ, to take a spiritual breath and
let everything sink in.
Meditating on the Beatitudes in the
place where Christ gave them to us, a few simple
questions came to my mind, and in my heart Christ
spoke a few simple answers: Lord, you have given me
so much just in this year as a coworker. I
thank you from the bottom of my heart for all
of these gifts and opportunities; for the generosity, sacrifice, and
love of everyone who helped me come here to meet
you; for all of your love and grace. But why
me, Lord? Why am I so special? What have I
done to deserve all this? What can I do to
return so much love?
Why you? Because I love you,
Katie. You are this special to me, not because of
what you’ve done or what you may deserve, but because
I love you. And in my love for you, I
chose you to help me fulfill the mission that I
started while I lived here on this earth. There are
so many people whom I love and they don’t even
know it. I need you to help me share this
love. In your family, with your friends, and with everyone
you meet, live out the love I’ve shown you, and
help them find me.