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| Ave Spratt | |
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When I was asked to share some reflections regarding my
experiences within the Movement, I thought to myself, “How am
I going to say all that I want to share
and express in a short 5- 8 minutes? There is
so much to say and I love to talk and
I am very longwinded! 5- 8 minutes??”
Two
short years ago I was Protestant and after spending a
year in RCIA I was excited to be a new
Catholic. It had been a giant step in faith!
To leave behind a lot of things I had been
taught for 38 years was at times truly difficult, but
God helped me through those times and he kept blessing
me every step of the way. So I became
a Catholic, fully welcomed into our faith. I felt
great, I thought I would try to help the Church
when and where I could, and life would be simple
& easy. The only problem with that was that
it was my idea, but not God’s idea! I hadn’t
a clue idea what God had in store for me!
To be perfectly frank, when I met Regnum Christi I
didn’t fully understand what all this would mean for my
life. I definitely did not have a clear perspective
of what it all meant, or what its mission &
goals were or what it involved. I didn’t even know
it meant Kingdom of Christ. But most of
all I was unaware of the blessings that I would
receive after I said yes to God and his call
for me to join the Regnum Christi Movement. I
remember looking at a group of men while attending a
retreat, and saying to myself –“These men, they seem to
be so nice, humble and very holy!” And the
Legionaries seemed so saintly and pure! They were so at
peace and so positive, humble and full of joy!
I wondered why? I think it was because I sensed
a peace and a joy that was real and truly
sincere. I didn’t fully understand it all, but
I knew I wanted to be a part of it.
I thought to myself, if I can only be
half as peaceful and joyful as these people surrounding me
at this retreat, then I would truly be blessed. What
got me to this retreat in the first place was
of course my dear wife. In life, it is always
best if we learn and grow by following someone’s lead
or example.
Priscilla had joined Regnum Christi about a
year earlier and I had witnessed first-hand the peace and
serenity that had become an integral part of her life.
She was a good example. And there were also these
men that had me attending Gospel Reflections and meetings every
week. They persevered and called me, never relenting in their
pursuit. Every time they called I would dodge them
and come up with some hair-brain excuse as to why
I could not attend the retreats or meetings or whatever
they asked me to do. But every time I said
no, God gently asked me why I was avoiding their
request. I knew they were not just their requests,
but God’s. The men were just God’s messengers.
These messengers always seemed so energetic and enthusiastic about Catholic
life and I quickly became aware that they were Regnum
Christi members. So between my dear wife’s example and
these invitations to everything under the sun, God was asking
me to listen to his call and follow him within
the Regnum Christi Movement.
Obviously God had to send
me many people to make me understand, as I was
a little slow in my response and understanding of his
call. Another experience I remember was when Priscilla and
I were fortunate enough to have some Regnum Christi members
visit our home for a luncheon, and once again I
remember seeing that peace and joy in the eyes in
of all who were there. Admittedly I couldn’t figure out
why time after time these Regnum Christi people always seemed
so peaceful and humble. At that point and time
in my life I was too obsessed with other things
and quite full of pride and vanity. I bluntly and
blatantly avoided God’s call to join, and for that matter
wouldn’t even consider it, but God was patient with me.
When I finally opened the door and asked God
to guide me to a deeper spirituality, he led me
right to Regnum Christi. I must tell you that
while it was happening I probably wasn’t aware of it.
Only in hindsight can I see God’s hand in everything
along my journey. It was God’s way of gently
feeding me. The more I gave him my life, the
more blessings I received. It is said that the more
we give of ourselves, the more we receive.
This is so true!
We all have been blessed with talents.
God has given each of us these individual talents
to go out and to re-christianize our world. This
is a huge responsibility, one that must be taken seriously
and joyfully. At times we become scared and somewhat
negative in our thinking that friends, relatives, coworkers and peers
are not willing to hear about Christianity. I too
at times have let that get in the way of
my duty to help re-christianize the world but what I
have found is absolutely the opposite! I believe everyone
desires to know our Lord. They might not realize this
fully yet and that is where we as Regnum Christi
members come in. If you knew someone was in
search of Christianity and you did nothing to help them,
what a disaster that would be, and how we would
have let our Lord down with “what we had
failed to do.”
Does this sound familiar? We must
witness to everyone every day, not only with our words
but with our actions, and our testimony as well.
Christ was the perfect example, and an example we must
follow. It would be impossible to share with you all
of the blessings I have received from our Lord since
joining Regnum Christi! But I do have a question
that I would like you to consider:
If you want to
experience these same blessings then you need to ask our
Lord if he can use you within the Church and
how. For us as members of Regnum Christi this is
one unique path for us to follow God and be
part of His plan. We are all just lay people
trying to obey God and trying to fulfill his will
here on earth. It is a commitment that is
everlasting and never-ending, just like God is. Funny how
that works!
Here in the Edmonton area we are but a
few good men & women trying to re-christianize our little
bit of the world. But if you ever think
that we are small and insignificant then you need to
see what we witnessed in Rome when we were surrounded
by 14,000, a mere few of fellow Regnum Christi members
from all over the world. Oh what a feeling
that was to know God is at work everywhere.
Our Lord has blessed me with my fellow Regnum Christi
team members and I have learned so much. These
people are truly my brothers and sisters in Christ and
it is a wonderful family, a family that I know
will continue to grow with some effort on our part
and most of all God’s blessing. So if
God sends you one or two or several people in
your life who invite and invite, I would highly suggest
you listen up, because if you don’t, you’ll miss all
those special blessings. I thank our Lord for
his many blessings and hope and pray that all people
in the world may receive him.
Ave Spratt
Edmonton, Alberta, Canada